My Horrid Parent

 Guilt is what keeps me from living my daily life to the fullest. I am no contact right now from a mother who has borderline personality disorder and a passive father. My health is being affected by this and my brain tells me not to feel guilty but my insides are a mess. I know there’s no way to fix this situation as she is not going to change. And I have tried different strategies it don’t seem to work. Talking about this with her will just spiral into a big mess. It will be all my fault. I’ve never been able to talk to her about my feelings about her which has made me very bitter over the years. Beyond frustrated and exhausted